Maybe I've been the problem,
maybe I'm the one to blame
But even when I turn it off and blame myself,
the outcome feels the same

- Stars by Switchfoot

I think most of you can relate to this song. In some ways.
But that's besides the point. You know, i've realised while i've grew to be more empathic over the years, I've grew somewhat numb to unwanted affection.

Love in December
I will always remember
Our summer with passion, a fatal attraction
Colours are fading like the leaves in November
what's left of the magic ?

- Love in December by Ace of Base

I think i need the apathy. Better to not feel than to feel hurt. Maybe.

Love may be a really nice way to feel, but it's too easily manipulated and twisted to enjoy fully.
- Wilfred